"Love is indeed a word worn out of use, What most of us think (admit it or not) is that whenever we feel that 'kilig' factor means we love the person already. And that is the major reason why most of us fail the relationship we've made with the person we 'love'... We should not rely solely by sparks and magical feelings coz loving someone is not always about fairytales and fantasies, it's about truth and reality...........
And most of all love is supposed to make you happy ...........NOT STUPID!!!!!!!!"
Very well said....my dear "own self"
Saturday, June 07, 2014
Thursday, April 17, 2014
Juz thinkin..what if I allow it..or I simply go with the flow and entertain that craziness? Would I enjoy it? Juz human...but for sure after couple of days I'll wake up and begin to realize what I am doing...The question is ...would it be that easy for me to run out,,escape and juz forget everything? The possibility of having a second thought is very great... If it's boring then good for me...but if it's the other way..I dunno..gudlak sa kin..
It's more complicated to run out when ur already there..when u already know the feeling and excitement of the game...the worst is when ur enjoying and make it part of ur system. This is what I am afraid of...to be in a situation that I cant do anything but to stay..not bcoz I am being forced to stay but bcoz it is my choice to stay.
D safest is to keep it this way..a lifetime puzzle...to ignore the excitement and curiosity
It's more complicated to run out when ur already there..when u already know the feeling and excitement of the game...the worst is when ur enjoying and make it part of ur system. This is what I am afraid of...to be in a situation that I cant do anything but to stay..not bcoz I am being forced to stay but bcoz it is my choice to stay.
D safest is to keep it this way..a lifetime puzzle...to ignore the excitement and curiosity
Friday, February 14, 2014
Hapi Puso everyone. Sabi nila sa Philippines lang daw big deal ang hearts day. Really, how true? Last Saturday and Sunday everytime I touched d dial dyaraaaannn....love & romance ang concept perhaps it is made for those who are in love, pretending that they are inlove, trying to be in love and for those who kept on denying that they are inlove.
During grade skul and high school, every Valentines day, it's like a tradition that we need to do some heart cut outs, cards and love notes for those who are close to our hearts, family, friends and teachers. How nice to look back and remember those sweet days. Exchanging paper hearts with notes at the back, counting how many hearts we received from a friend & from the boys around trying to make some pogi points. Officers of Student body were already in front of the gate as early as quarter to 6 to give special heart cut outs to our beloved teachers. And valentine dance party for the Junior and Seniors in preparation for their JS Prom. Well ... Part of being sweet and young.
Again hapi puso to my family, friends and sa lahat na din.
During grade skul and high school, every Valentines day, it's like a tradition that we need to do some heart cut outs, cards and love notes for those who are close to our hearts, family, friends and teachers. How nice to look back and remember those sweet days. Exchanging paper hearts with notes at the back, counting how many hearts we received from a friend & from the boys around trying to make some pogi points. Officers of Student body were already in front of the gate as early as quarter to 6 to give special heart cut outs to our beloved teachers. And valentine dance party for the Junior and Seniors in preparation for their JS Prom. Well ... Part of being sweet and young.
Again hapi puso to my family, friends and sa lahat na din.
Saturday, June 08, 2013
open-ended communication. almost sleepless nights, checking the mobile, troubled(love?)life.....
***in all these damn, thank you friends for being around.....muawhh***
***Pia - for being so frank and honest
***Ellen - for understanding my stand, for the trust after the d deepest secret of my life
***Diane - for lifting me up ... encouraging words ..that she knows me well enough .. a big laugh coz she knows that I can manage
***Ate Charry - for listening ... making me see the whole scenario .. keeping me cool and relax
**jhoanne - for making me realize how "manhid" I am... hehehehe
***in all these damn, thank you friends for being around.....muawhh***
***Pia - for being so frank and honest
***Ellen - for understanding my stand, for the trust after the d deepest secret of my life
***Diane - for lifting me up ... encouraging words ..that she knows me well enough .. a big laugh coz she knows that I can manage
***Ate Charry - for listening ... making me see the whole scenario .. keeping me cool and relax
**jhoanne - for making me realize how "manhid" I am... hehehehe
Friday, February 01, 2013
Firing; pigging-out and swimming
I love weekend getaways. A great help to unwind from my corporate world. And I love being with friends. Who wouldn't anyways?
So we are bound to somewhere out there. Oh railroad. I was so excited. Unlike the railroads in the metro this one is kinda safe no barong barong on both sides.
Railroad trolley this was the one I was excited with. My first time. Haha
After the railroad trolley here comes the alay lakad portion haha.
Ang bilis bilis nila grabe. Kahit nga nakatali na eh.
Firing is one of my bonding activities with my high school friends. I am known for being walang pwersa the wrist. hands and arms haha. So when we were just starting thiis kind of sport it was hard for me. Gumegewang baraso at pulso ko pag bumabaril. But practice makes perfect right?
And now, bang bang bang. Kaya ko na alone. Without someone at my back holding my arms haha.
Ansabeeee haha .... Sinong may sabi na pang boys lang ang firing :)
And then uwian na. It was raining. Hindi na kami nagbalsa. Small boat naman this time. Sa totoo lang nakakatakot haha.. Pakiling kiling. Buwis..... eeeeeee... aiiiiiiiiii waaaaahhhh haha
And swimming time. Madami kaming baon na energy pang 24/7 :)
The following day... sabi ko naman eh marami kaming baong energy walang ubos. lakas ng trip sa closet nag pictorial.
And the saddest part are parting time again. :(
Til my next post... kasi nasunadan na yan haha.. a proof na super late ang updates ko.
So we are bound to somewhere out there. Oh railroad. I was so excited. Unlike the railroads in the metro this one is kinda safe no barong barong on both sides.
I had fun. I enjoy the ride. Why? Because of the green sorroundings. Trees and grasses everywhere. Mountains, rivers...Joy ride a nature trip.
Oh a bamboo raft. Yes we're going to a palaisdaan for pigging out and firing :)
Alay lakad ulit. Nakakainis dahil maulan. Ayaw na ayaw ko pa namagn nababasa paa ko.
And the fun continues. Walang basagan ng trip... Say hello to our red lips ;)
Ang mahal mahal mong uling ka sa hardware ang hirap hirap mo naman palang umapoy haha... for our marshmallows and hotdogs.Walang bonfire eh so sa uling na lang ang roasting of marshmallow haha. Masarap pa din naman.
Thursday, January 31, 2013
Fangirl
Ok so I am now ready to share my fangirling life for the past monthssss. Who would ever thought that I could be one?? Never been a fangirl. There were times na may chance na mag-papicture ako with artistas pero hindi ko ginawa. Seeing them was already enough for me.
And here comes Walang Hanggan. Im not a fan of teleseryes.
I like Richard Gomez and Dawn Zulueta even before Walang Hanggan, but you know Richard and Dawn together is a different thing. I have seen their old movies and their chemistry was very much visible. So it was given I like them and hey there is more their story was the the love and hate type so it was an add on to my kilig. I was hooked. I religiously catched Walang Hanggan via online sites.
And twitter came to the scene. I read tweets about Walang Hanggan about Richard and Dawn to be specific. Because forgive me I only care about them haha. At first I dont exactly know to be a fan how to join their world. And so I followed those who tweeted about them also. And that's the beginning of my full grown fangirling life. My CharDawn world. I was planning to do it little by little, step by step and yet waht I did was run I even jumped.
Weeks after joining CharDawn World I was able to meet CharDawn in person eventhough meeting them was not part of my plan. I just love CharDawn and what I want was just to join the CharDawn world so I can have someone to talk to about the kilig that they brought us every night. But things happen I met them. Nagpapicture pa ako although at first I was having a second though doing it :). I can almost imagine the whats and ohs of my real world while reading this.
Oh I have my reel world twitter account separate from my personal twitter account. Yes my real world does't know about this fangirling life. Alam nila na I like CharDawn and I'm a fan of their love team. But thats it all the info about my fangirl life stops there. Hindi ko maamin na pume-Penguin ako haha. I don't know why, I cant. If you're a CharDawnPenguin you'll know where Im coming from haha. So please dont' judge me ok, kung bakit hindi ko kayang ipagsigawan sa mundo ko na pume- Penguin ako and nagpapa-trend ako sa twitter.
I even watched Walang Hanggang Pasasalamat without having to make maka-awa for the ticks. Went to Divisoria for banner materials and made the banner after. Can you even imagine me holding a banner and making wagayway with all the kilig??? Nah!!?? But I did haha but you know holding one of the letters may dalawang purposes yan , first eh kasi kailangan kasi, second para makatago ako sa camera haha. You know it was fun :) hindi ko nga nafeel that it's jologs while doing it eh haha. Pero hindi ko kayang magpakita sa camera. Yes others are shouting pa to catch their attention, us Penguins we were hiding because we are all a closet fans haha. Not once that I did it I did it twice. (AND NOW I EVEN HAVE TO CHANGE MY BLOG'S URL BECAUSE OF THIS ENTRY SO MY REAL WORLD WOULDNT FIND THIS ANYMORE, THE MOMENT I SHARED THIS NEW LINK WITH THEM I'LL MAKE SURE THAT THIS POST IS ON THE DRAFT FOLDER ALREADY HAHAHA) I cant talaga I cant.
I dont know anymore the definition of reel and real. Ask me why. My lips are sealed. Only Penguin knows. Just live in our world called CharDawn and you'll know why.
When I really like something there' a tendency that I get obsessive and so I am with CharDawn. I watched vids and clips about them countless times and it makes no difference. It was always like the first time.
Being a fangirl and living in a reel world is not easy. CharDawn Penguins have been through a lot.. Ups and Downs; laughters and tears; easy mode and stress mode; admired by many; loved by many; criticized; misunderstood but we love our CharDawn World, we love being there we love what we are doing and we love each other and before the day ends or a certain issue ends the not so graceful part of it are forgotten but yes lessons learned. I think all those things are part of our being ... fan; loud; straightforward; true; frank indiscreet of our feelings; young and aggressive. We know when to speak and we know when to stop but you know sometimes what we know or what we think was right was not so right to others; intellectual opinion........ AND THEN AGAIN WE LEARNED
Many times I considered to leave my reel world. Sometimes kasi it's very painful yes it came to a point na pati personal lives and decisions nila na-a-affect ako. Talo ko pang may personal LQ. It's hard having this attachment to CharDawn love team because as we all know they have a family of their own. So you know what I mean??? But it was even hard to quit haha.
Sorry I don't live in a middle. It's always been an All or Nothing; a Yes or No; Up or Down there's no middle thing for me. Because living in the middle is dangerous.You get nothing. Yes for others being in the middle is the safest, maybe ... but for me it's boring, it's just going with the flow even you're not enjoying it. I want to live life to the fullest. And that's us the CharDawn Penguins. I love them. My not so imaginary friends.
Mama Dawn has an upcoming show without Papa Gomz. It hurts me. Call me anything for being hurt but please do not question my love and support for both of them. I've said it already I am not completely happy with that because they are not together in that project. But being not completely happy doesn't mean that I love her less or I will no longer support her. I will still pray for the success of her new show. Im still here to support her anytime, anywhere in everything I can. My support may be in a different way now. But it doesnt mean that I cared less. It's just that I think I cant bear seeing her or even him having sweet scenes with another partner regularly every night. A one deal show or a movie with another partner is different seeing them with others every night. So since hindi ko naman talaga naabutang ang mga treleserye sa TV , a forward button on replays will going to be my bestfriend haha.
But atleast us CharDawn Penguins will always have each other may project or wala man ang CharDawn. We love each other beyond our fangirling life.
My fangirling life will not be complete kung hindi ako nakagawa ng video haha...Im very much aware that it's not my forte but still nagpaka trying hard ako.... you may want to watch it ...please see the link below .. yes not One but Three ... enjoy..
And here comes Walang Hanggan. Im not a fan of teleseryes.
I like Richard Gomez and Dawn Zulueta even before Walang Hanggan, but you know Richard and Dawn together is a different thing. I have seen their old movies and their chemistry was very much visible. So it was given I like them and hey there is more their story was the the love and hate type so it was an add on to my kilig. I was hooked. I religiously catched Walang Hanggan via online sites.
And twitter came to the scene. I read tweets about Walang Hanggan about Richard and Dawn to be specific. Because forgive me I only care about them haha. At first I dont exactly know to be a fan how to join their world. And so I followed those who tweeted about them also. And that's the beginning of my full grown fangirling life. My CharDawn world. I was planning to do it little by little, step by step and yet waht I did was run I even jumped.
Weeks after joining CharDawn World I was able to meet CharDawn in person eventhough meeting them was not part of my plan. I just love CharDawn and what I want was just to join the CharDawn world so I can have someone to talk to about the kilig that they brought us every night. But things happen I met them. Nagpapicture pa ako although at first I was having a second though doing it :). I can almost imagine the whats and ohs of my real world while reading this.
Oh I have my reel world twitter account separate from my personal twitter account. Yes my real world does't know about this fangirling life. Alam nila na I like CharDawn and I'm a fan of their love team. But thats it all the info about my fangirl life stops there. Hindi ko maamin na pume-Penguin ako haha. I don't know why, I cant. If you're a CharDawnPenguin you'll know where Im coming from haha. So please dont' judge me ok, kung bakit hindi ko kayang ipagsigawan sa mundo ko na pume- Penguin ako and nagpapa-trend ako sa twitter.
I even watched Walang Hanggang Pasasalamat without having to make maka-awa for the ticks. Went to Divisoria for banner materials and made the banner after. Can you even imagine me holding a banner and making wagayway with all the kilig??? Nah!!?? But I did haha but you know holding one of the letters may dalawang purposes yan , first eh kasi kailangan kasi, second para makatago ako sa camera haha. You know it was fun :) hindi ko nga nafeel that it's jologs while doing it eh haha. Pero hindi ko kayang magpakita sa camera. Yes others are shouting pa to catch their attention, us Penguins we were hiding because we are all a closet fans haha. Not once that I did it I did it twice. (AND NOW I EVEN HAVE TO CHANGE MY BLOG'S URL BECAUSE OF THIS ENTRY SO MY REAL WORLD WOULDNT FIND THIS ANYMORE, THE MOMENT I SHARED THIS NEW LINK WITH THEM I'LL MAKE SURE THAT THIS POST IS ON THE DRAFT FOLDER ALREADY HAHAHA) I cant talaga I cant.
I dont know anymore the definition of reel and real. Ask me why. My lips are sealed. Only Penguin knows. Just live in our world called CharDawn and you'll know why.
When I really like something there' a tendency that I get obsessive and so I am with CharDawn. I watched vids and clips about them countless times and it makes no difference. It was always like the first time.
Being a fangirl and living in a reel world is not easy. CharDawn Penguins have been through a lot.. Ups and Downs; laughters and tears; easy mode and stress mode; admired by many; loved by many; criticized; misunderstood but we love our CharDawn World, we love being there we love what we are doing and we love each other and before the day ends or a certain issue ends the not so graceful part of it are forgotten but yes lessons learned. I think all those things are part of our being ... fan; loud; straightforward; true; frank indiscreet of our feelings; young and aggressive. We know when to speak and we know when to stop but you know sometimes what we know or what we think was right was not so right to others; intellectual opinion........ AND THEN AGAIN WE LEARNED
Many times I considered to leave my reel world. Sometimes kasi it's very painful yes it came to a point na pati personal lives and decisions nila na-a-affect ako. Talo ko pang may personal LQ. It's hard having this attachment to CharDawn love team because as we all know they have a family of their own. So you know what I mean??? But it was even hard to quit haha.
Sorry I don't live in a middle. It's always been an All or Nothing; a Yes or No; Up or Down there's no middle thing for me. Because living in the middle is dangerous.You get nothing. Yes for others being in the middle is the safest, maybe ... but for me it's boring, it's just going with the flow even you're not enjoying it. I want to live life to the fullest. And that's us the CharDawn Penguins. I love them. My not so imaginary friends.
Mama Dawn has an upcoming show without Papa Gomz. It hurts me. Call me anything for being hurt but please do not question my love and support for both of them. I've said it already I am not completely happy with that because they are not together in that project. But being not completely happy doesn't mean that I love her less or I will no longer support her. I will still pray for the success of her new show. Im still here to support her anytime, anywhere in everything I can. My support may be in a different way now. But it doesnt mean that I cared less. It's just that I think I cant bear seeing her or even him having sweet scenes with another partner regularly every night. A one deal show or a movie with another partner is different seeing them with others every night. So since hindi ko naman talaga naabutang ang mga treleserye sa TV , a forward button on replays will going to be my bestfriend haha.
I will surely miss them now that they are no longer together in that upcoming show. Oh atleast 16 weeks lang daw un. The problem with me is sa kanila lang ako kinikilig. Sa kanila ko lang kayang maging fangirl. Some of my CharDawnPenguin siblings are kilig also with other loveteams so while wala pang show ang CharDawn dun muna sila. Ako wala talaga haha CharDawn lang ang reel world ko. I will just rekindle my romance with books and blogs while waiting for their next project.
But atleast us CharDawn Penguins will always have each other may project or wala man ang CharDawn. We love each other beyond our fangirling life.
My fangirling life will not be complete kung hindi ako nakagawa ng video haha...Im very much aware that it's not my forte but still nagpaka trying hard ako.... you may want to watch it ...please see the link below .. yes not One but Three ... enjoy..
Fangirl,
Sweet
a.k.a. @novlyf on twitter
Puerto Princesa - City In A Forest
I feel very much at home in Puerto Princesa. It was like I'm in my island home. Peaceful, clean, green sorroundings and friendly people.
No cabs but lotsa tricycles. Big tricycle way different from the tricycles here in Manila.
Their crocodile farm. Im not comfortable to post crocodile's pix. So yan lang mapo-post ko haha.
Mitra's Ranch. According to my cousin two years ago tourists were allowed to enter atleast at the balcony of the mansion. But now tourists were no longer allowed. Outside, the roof of the mansion looks like "sabungan"
You can enjoy some activities there, zip line, horse back riding or simply enjoy the view and have some Me time or emo-emohan portion...nah Im not emo there .. was just for the sake of picture taking haha. Oh there's no entrance fee.
Baker's Hill, I so love the place even my mom love's it too eh kasi sya mahilig sa plants and there's lot of flowers/plants plus a very beutiful landscape inside. See the one below. Isn't it lovely and very creative?
It was 'ber" month so there you go santa was in town haha. The sorroundings was clean nad so green.
A garden and a play ground in one. Oh the child in me. Ok please allow me to strike a silly pose.
I can stay the whole day sitting, reading or sleeping there.. what?? oh ok playing there run around dancelike no one is watching :)
On the way to Under ground river. Sunlight plus mountain oh countless beauty of our mother nature.
It took more than one hour of waiting for our boat. It was hot at the port area. There's a tent at the other side but I think it's even hot there. So there I was on my sunnies and talukbong. Haha i love stolen shot.
And yes we're there. But I'll have a separate post for the Underground River. So for this post all I have was this one.
This Magrove Paddle Boat tour took away a lot of my energy haha but it was worth it. Will have a separate post also.
On our Honday Bay tour/Island hopping. I will have a separate post also. Whole day there was not enough. There's a "bitin" factor coz I love the sea so much. Any body of water makes me feel coo haha.
No cabs but lotsa tricycles. Big tricycle way different from the tricycles here in Manila.
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| naki-upo lang ako para magpa-picture haha |
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| Plaza Cuartel |
Sorry as much as I wanted to took a lot of pix of the church which is a sort of San Sebastian's replica, there was an ongoing funeral mass
Their crocodile farm. Im not comfortable to post crocodile's pix. So yan lang mapo-post ko haha.
Mitra's Ranch. According to my cousin two years ago tourists were allowed to enter atleast at the balcony of the mansion. But now tourists were no longer allowed. Outside, the roof of the mansion looks like "sabungan"
Baker's Hill, I so love the place even my mom love's it too eh kasi sya mahilig sa plants and there's lot of flowers/plants plus a very beutiful landscape inside. See the one below. Isn't it lovely and very creative?
On the way to Under ground river. Sunlight plus mountain oh countless beauty of our mother nature.
And so they decided to buy some beach caps :) They dont have the color that I want so I didnt buy.
A view of the ocean.
That rock formation.. on our way to Under Ground river. Breathtaking.
This Magrove Paddle Boat tour took away a lot of my energy haha but it was worth it. Will have a separate post also.
Wednesday, January 30, 2013
Palawan Getaway
Needless to say this is one of my long over due posts.
Most of us look forward to this getaway. I, my mom, aunts and cousins. Time to bond out of town and enjoy the gift of mother nature.
So Palawan here we go. Why Palawan? My mom's choice. This year daw.. Davao...?? well before I became a fangirl I really wanted to go there but now, the place is not a priority haha "may kirot sa fangirl heart ko" haha .. soon I might share my reel world here.
I did a lot of question and answer portions to my friends, where to eat, what food to eat in a certain resto, where to go and where to stay. We did not include lunch and dinner in our accommodation package, so we can eat anything and wherever we want.
First stop.. haim Chicken Inato
You love sea breeze while enjoying your food? Badjao Seafront is a place to be in Palawan. Worth dining here for picture taking ;)
Baker's Hill - I love their Hopia and chocolate crinkles(must try) and I love the place.
It's already 6:00 PM our Ka Lui's reservation was at 6:30 PM but I can not afford to missed Noki nocs halo halo. I heard a lot of this from my cousins this is the best halo halo in town. And they were right.
We made it on our Ka Lui's 6:30PM reservation. Yes make sure to have a reservation to be able to experience Ka Lui's. Great food and food presentation and great place
Kinabuch Bar & Grill. I'm sorry I wasnt able to took a pix of their large screen :). Their wide open-space is a plus. Their crispy pata was so good and their version of pinakbet best pinakbet I ever tasted.
Most of us look forward to this getaway. I, my mom, aunts and cousins. Time to bond out of town and enjoy the gift of mother nature.
So Palawan here we go. Why Palawan? My mom's choice. This year daw.. Davao...?? well before I became a fangirl I really wanted to go there but now, the place is not a priority haha "may kirot sa fangirl heart ko" haha .. soon I might share my reel world here.
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| And we touched down Puerto Princesa |
I did a lot of question and answer portions to my friends, where to eat, what food to eat in a certain resto, where to go and where to stay. We did not include lunch and dinner in our accommodation package, so we can eat anything and wherever we want.
First stop.. haim Chicken Inato
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| You gotta love their chicken |
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| This deserves an extra rice haha thumbs up |
You love sea breeze while enjoying your food? Badjao Seafront is a place to be in Palawan. Worth dining here for picture taking ;)
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| romantic ambiance with lovely interior design |
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| This long isle wooden bridge drama with mangroves on both sides is love |
Baker's Hill - I love their Hopia and chocolate crinkles(must try) and I love the place.
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| I cant help it but strike a pose like hers |
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| Add caption |
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| very homely |
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| Oh it's a bare foot restaurent. Yes shoes or slippers were required to be taken off. |
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| Don't worry the floor is very clean. |
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