Juz thinkin..what if I allow it..or I simply go with the flow and entertain that craziness? Would I enjoy it? Juz human...but for sure after couple of  days I'll wake up and begin to realize what I am doing...The question is ...would it be that easy for me to run out,,escape and juz forget everything? The possibility of having a second thought is very great... If it's boring then good for me...but if it's the other way..I dunno..gudlak sa kin..

It's more complicated to run out when ur already there..when u already know the feeling and excitement of the game...the worst is when ur enjoying and make it part of ur system. This is what I am afraid of...to be in a situation that I cant do anything but to stay..not bcoz I am being forced to stay but bcoz it is my choice to stay.

D safest is to keep it this way..a lifetime puzzle...to ignore the excitement and curiosity